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Repent, Confession, Rationale
2006 wasn't a very good year, I made mistakes, major mistakes.
To this day I look back and wish I hadn't opened Pandora’s box. Opening it hurt me in ways and degrees I've never once felt. It tore me apart, and left me raw and exposed. It has proved to be the single most difficult experience I’ve had to overcome, and to this day I have not been able to mend myself together fully. Time has yet to heal me, and despite my constant attempt at sutures and shielding myself from the scars, I still have moments of weakness; leaving me breathless and filled with emotion as the sutures rip and bleed nothing but anger and resentment.
However, despite the constant self-contention, I have found the rationale to refrain from regret. I have found understanding in the severity of my mistakes, and simultaneously... and unknowingly.. found strength and found growth.
Though what wounds I still may carry with me; that mistake had for a few slight moments ..enabled me to feel incredibly alive, shed contrast to my daily mundane, and fed me a tease ...of how beautiful... life ...truly can be.
Falling into regret is the easy way out.
-Me
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ROOMMATE NEEDED
January 1st 07
4 bedroom duplex (2 level) apartment
New Construction
Leavitt & Van Buren
Rent $437.50 + Utilities
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Lupe Fiasco's Performance
Michigan Ave
Zune Launch Party
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| So alot of you guys know Im doing working with the CIA and leading a team of 30 to design and implement an ad campaign For the CIA We'll heres a video of our interview. http://www.businesspov.com/article/60 |
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Our past.
We all have demons and skeletons in our closets.
We have issues, people, wounds from our past that will follow
us to our grave.
It’s merely the issue of looking ahead, knowing that the
past cannot harm us unless we let it.
The past is merely
just that, the past.
We often let our past invoke fear in our decisions in the
future. Fear of giving yourself away, fear of being honest with your emotions,
and ultimately…… fear of being your true self.
Take it all in stride, and enable the past to serve as
wisdom so we don’t make the same mistakes twice.
Only with the mentality to use our past pain as our future strength
will we be able to move forward with no strings attached.
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